Birthday Secrets....I Can't Handle Them! LOL

I have had all of my friends either called or text messaged me and told me that they have a gift for me that I will love...a gift for me I will need...money, cards, etc. but they are so secretive! If u are not going to tell me-why entice me? I mean, I love my birthday, not the getting older part, but the fun, the calls, and the gifts, but I hate the surprises because I have to be in anxiety mode until I receive them and then all my friends lie and say they did not get me anything and I get exactly what I asked for! Lol! That is why I hate birthdays if they are mine-the keeping me in the dark, that is the element, but I cannot take it though! Lol! I mean, this year is going to be a good birthday for me, I feel it-like no other, but I have to wait and see....