Ward Mission Leader Chaos: Part #2

The current Ward Mission Leader for the Jefferson 1 Ward in Kenner is someone whom the missionaries can't seem to get rides from, any exchanges, no nothing. I labeled this Part 2 because a long time ago, approx. 4-5 years ago, I was a Ward Mission Leader when I was active in the Church and now I feel like I am up for renewal again. Ya c, I was basically going above and beyond and doing everything a Ward Mission Leader should do if I had that calling only I did not have it-I fed the Elders, I did missionary work with them, I talked to them about what was going on in their respective areas, etc. all that I needed was the actual calling of Ward Mission Leader and it seems like now that is the problem here. There is a WML, but he is not doing the job to his full capacity & since I am doing all the work now, but going out on exchanges with the Elders-they want ME to b the new Ward Mission Leader. You should have heard them today when we were all together chillen at their pad. They were all going around in circles taking turns telling me y I would be great to have this calling. It made me feel so special, loved, respected, appreciated, etc. My heart was full of joy knowing that they love me and they love what I try to do for them. I don't need a label to prove n e thing to anyone. Just doing what I love and that is missionary work, gives me blessings and utter fulfillment! I LOVE it! I LOVE the work!